its been quite long since i last blogged.
and so many things have happened, again.
always wanted to blog abt smthg special, or even smthg different that happened.
and each time, i didnt.
now, i cant even rmb exactly all the stuffs tht happened.
maybe except for "XU CHUN MEI" or CAREBEAR's faces and their dumb voices.
HAHAH. i think many will know who they really are. and if you want to know, you can always ask me. i just got this gut feeling that carebear will come & read our blogs secretly. dont want to get beaten up. HMM. --''
so..
promo's is really nearing
and i haven done any revision yet. YA. zero. nil. COME AND SHOOT ME. :\
im still struggling with homework and tuition stuffs.
(dont even mention abt the constant worries whether i'll retain or not)
today after going through the online econs lecture, (the only constructive thing i did today) i listened to 93.3 fm while intending to do my tuition hw.
(I TOOK SO LONG JUST TO DO THT DUMB OLIGOPOLY. IM SLOWWWW.)
the song tong lei played.
and while i was listening to it, many thoughts came to my mind.
sometimes i really feel that i could have done so much better,
if i spent the extra time i had in these 8mths to mug.
forgoing (spelling?) all the catch ups with the different different people.
OKAY. maybe not. just 2404 & vegbun. HAHAH.
and all the time i spent to have breaks and entertainment.
and all the time i spent with my family.
like what they always say.
if you dont have the brains, you'll need to put in more work (AND TIME) to do well.
but then again,
some things will just slip past your hands if you dont stop and grab it now.
i dont want to end up regretting tht its all too late.
either ways, i just need more time.
and to have one, i'll have to sacrifice the other.
its just so hard to maintain that balance.
and i think the whole world just dont have enough time.
if only time could stop for a moment.
many many moments.
hahah. must be all the work that makes me like that now! -.-
and i just wasted the time im supposed to use for my tuition work.
WOWEEEEE. lol.
OFF!